Just a chance that maybe we'll find better days

Hello there bloggers, Sparadin here.
And my my my, are things looking up. I mean, some people just get more boring by the day, but that's life. On the other hand, other people are still hanging onto their fun sides. It's been a good week. My maths exam may have gone terrible, but at least it's over and done with now isn't it. There's people that need to sort their priorities out, but I don't care. I'm not letting them affect me at the moment, because I want to be happy with the other people I'm hanging around with.

I spent the weekend chilling out, and went up my Dad's on the sunday like always, which was nice. Seeing as they've finally realease He's Just not that into you, I thought I would get it on DVD, so I spent sunday evening watching that. Then I woke up monday morning, and instead of going to Cardiff, which no one even bothered to tell me was cancelled anyway, I went to Caerphilly for a walk with Ger, which was pretty nice. Was nice to have a good catch up again. We walked around the inside of the castle, which I haven't done since I was like 10, and talked about just every day stuff. Then we came back on the train, and sat on the viaduct for a bit, then on a random bench, and had a good laugh. Was really nice to be fair.

I spent tuesday daytime doing practically nothing, but then Zoe decided she wanted to go for a walk, so I got dropped down her house, and we went for a romantic park with the squirrels in the park ahaha. Was a good laugh, and I saw my first ever gaggle of geese, which just cracked me up to be honest ahah. We sat on the end of her estate, and got funny looks off everyone who drove past, but never mind.

Then Wednesday I just chilled all day. Then yesterday, I went to a college open day, which is seriously making me reconsider my options for A levels. It was practically perfect, and had everything I want and need. I just need the grades, and hopefully I can get them. I never realised it was harder to get into college than it was to get into 6th form, but nevermind. We shall have to wait and see.

Today I've chilled again, and will carry on chilling, and tomorrow I shall clean my room ready for my sleepover saturday night, which I'm rather excited for :)
This year is really looking up tbh :D

Oh well,
Chow for now,


Sparadin x

Oh and I forgot to mention, Youth club tuesday woohoo!
And cinema monday night. Happy birthday ben for sunday too!
Lol ahaha. Im all forgetful.

The kids don't stand a chance.

Hello bloggers, Sparadin here.
Things are going amazing. Had a bit of a downer last week, but everything seems to be looking up again. My friends are there, right where I need them. Old and new combined. It seems like things can only get better, but not to be negative, I have a feeling things won't last.

It's prom soon, which will be fun of course. And tomorrow, I was supposed to be going to Harriet's 16th, but I can't which I am bloody gutted about, but I'm gonna go out with the ladies instead. Should be fun. Can't wait now tbh aha. And friday, I'm going to meet Adam, and then Zoe is going to sleep up. So should be a fun fun weekend too. And next weekend then, Geraint's over, which again, should be a laugh. :)

Im so glad I've got these friends. They mean the world, and they make me happy. I'm finally turned from being a non socialized bugger for the last 6 months into a normal teenage again. Aha. It's gonna be a good summer. I can feel it. I hope it is for everyone else too. :)

Chow for now,
Sparadin x

If every moment was unbeleivable, then we'd never appreciate the unbeleivable moments.

Hey bloggers, Sparadin here.

I'm sat in my well lit living room, listening to a bit of Snow Patrol, and talking to Johnson about Neil Gaiman, while reading Good Omens, one of Neil Gaiman's books. Oh, and One Tree Hill is on the background. Talk about multi-tasking.

It's going to be a nice peaceful day, filled with music and reading I think. There's nothing better to do. So I'm just gonna relax. No exams today, but Physics tomorrow, which I suck at incredibly. But there we go, no one can be amazing at everything right? Well, some people can with enough work, but I'm not one of them. I feel like I'm losing my brain power, and feeling tired all the time. But nevermind.

I'll post later,
Chow for now,
Sparadin x

I forgot to say...

"Looking back on what I said all those years ago, all the hopes and dreams I had, I've come to the conclusion that if having things turn out the way you wanted them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say I'm a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past, and recognize that every day won't be sunny. And when you find yourself lost in the darkness of despair remember, it's only in the black of night that you see the stars, and those stars lead you back home. "So don't be afraid to make mistakes, to stumble and fall, because most of the time the greatest rewards come from doing the things that scare you the most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for. Maybe you'll get more than you ever could have imagined. Who knows where life will take you. The road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination." - Whitey Durham


Im currently sat in school, freezing my ass off, just after finishing my Welsh writing and reading exam. Im shattered, and really wanna just go to sleep, but for obvious reasons I can't do that. Jess is at next to me writing a composition, for... I'm not quite sure. Me and Natacha were supposed to revise last night, but we ended up taking pictures instead LOL. But nevermind, it was fun and it gave us the chance to relax.

Chow for now, (Again)
Sparadin x

Jess is amazing

Hello you bloggers, Sparadin here.
This weekend has been pretty naff, besides saturday night, and yesterday evening. Actually, I take it back, it really hasn't been all that boring. I've chatted to some old friends, like every single day without fail, and met up with some of them too. Except the fact, the friends that were old that I met up with, aren't in the past anymore. They're present friends.

Saturday we were meant to go to Cardiff in the evening, but unfortunately, the trains had stopped running due to engineering problems. I was gutted, as I was looking forward to spending some time with Geraint and Blake. So, when Blake got to the station, I told him to ring Geraint, and trust Ger, he came up with an alternative, and we went down to Nando's and the cinema. Besides the fact we had a jumbo salad, the food was lush, and it was a good and fun evening. We went to see Drag Me to Hell, which was completely naff, but hilarious, fair play. I'd wait till it comes out on DvD though people. Would be better in the comfort of your own home.

We got home at about... Half past 11, and I watched... I can't even remember to be honest aha. Then I went to bed at about 12ish - 12:30ish. I was shattered, and it took me absolutely ages to get to sleep, which makes no sense. But nevermind.

The week in all wasn't fab, as I was gutted I couldn't make it to Damion's on the thursday, but the exams went okay, and everything else was fine.

So, I'll keep you updated with life.
Chow for now,
Sparadin x

Yeah, it's all a part of the movies baby.

Nathan Scott: When I fell to the floor tonight, I was so scared, I was so terrified. Then I saw you, and I promised myself that if I could just get up, I'd walk over to you... I'd tell you how much I need you and how much I want you... and how nothing else matters.