Okay, forget the end of february. I really wasn't expecting things to be like this by the end of the month. The tuesday night chat with someone really helped. I've never talked like that with anyone before. I'm hoping that trust is there to stay, cause I really do trust him. My feelings are clearer now, and it's good to have someone to call a best friend. I think things are going to look up. The scottish guy's out of hospital, so I've been having some "normal" conversations again. I feel calm, but I know somethings gonna blow up, but I think I'm gonna handle it alot better now. As long as he's always 100% and tells me if he's not. Same with the scottish guy. And the girlies. So don't mind me while I go back to One Tree Hill boxsets. Thursdays seem to be good now. Mhm. (:
Ps. Thankyou Matt Nathanson and Josh Ritter for providing me with a soundtrack atm.
