29/04/2010

Get to know me.

I realised there's not many people that really know who I am, or know about the little strange things in my life. I'm pretty average, but everyone has their weird and wonderful things that makes them them. So here's a.. brief-ish description.

My name's Kayleigh. I'm Seventeen. It's cliche, but my best friends are Kelsey-Leigh, Megan, Jamie , Matthew, and Hannah. Without these people, life would be weirder than it is already. I have three cats, a dog and a rabbit. I love acoustic music, but my taste can vary, and I'm willing to give anything a chance. When I was born, I was known as Samantha to my family, then my mum decided two days in that she didn't like it, and so my birth certificate was changed. I find it extremely hard to trust people, which makes me appear shy when I first get to know you. I believe that experiences lead to maturity, rather than your age. I was more mature than some people my age when I was eight. I can fake a smile like it's the easiest thing on earth to do. I won't tell people the big things that bother me. There's only two people I trust completely in this whole world, and that's because they've earned it. I miss people quickly, but I don't fall easily. If I tell you I love you I mean it. I don't believe they are words to just be thrown around. I am paranoid, and I do read into things way too much. My mind thinks its that of a detective, and fits pieces together, although I'm usually right, sometimes it's incredibly wrong. I don't think I could stand being alone for a long period of time. Two days is bad enough. I can't wait to be twenty one with qualifications just so I can get out of here and do something interesting and new. I get bored of life quickly. I dislike change, unless its a huge change. I have days where a dead leaf could make me cry. They happen quite frequently lately. I'm sensitive, and I hate myself, literally. I don't feel like I deserve pity, because there's other people out there worse off than me. Simply because they don't have the friends and family I have.